Kiss - Rainbow
G, can you hear lehmon ti?

Today is k-pop overdose-day, no wait, everyday IS k-pop overdose-day.
Oh, G and I managed to come up with a letter in Chinese for Kyu Jong and Jung Min, not bad eh? G's card got a styrofoam carrot, while mine looked like a certificate :/ so formal~

Half my presents have got to do with my favourite Bibudol. Hahahah, almost every card mentioned SS501, Kim Hyun Joong and Kim Kyu Jong. That's good :) They never fail make my day.
Finally i got my Rebirth, I like the chinese title of it:为爱重生
Sounds really cool huh.
& I just bought this magazine feat. 50 pages of Bibudol.
G bought the first part, i bought the second.

I begged Mom to change the schedule of our overseas trip so it'll happen to fall on Grad Nite.
Mom says she'll think about it.
Oh wells.
Rizzy says the new school compound back at Cedar is really huge and new.
Double storey library, huge dance studio and auditorium, toilets with good flushing system(!)
I guess life is never fair.
Stupid school made us endure bugs and weird insects flying into our classrooms, horrible stinky toilets, studying beside a highway. What else?

Ohh, now my parents know more about Jay Chou's news than me. & they are trying to show off. Hmph. Then they don't want to tell me more about his latest news, (pouts.)

& yesterday I was home alone for like 5 hours.
Parents went for some wedding dinner which i didn't get invited. Brother went out partying when his A levels isn't finished yet, all of them came home at 12pm. Best.
I was watching hilarious/adorably adorable Jung Min in this sitcom, my computer died.
Either the show's too funny or there's JM-overload.
The other time my comp died was because I was watching this video of Hyung Jun baby doing push-ups. Too hawt~
So, in the end I used the lappie and web-cammed with G till almost 12pm.
I was entertaining her with my Green toes, Bipbop and Sleepy T(sleepeetee)
I think G will never disappear from my life in the next few months, I just saw her at Bugis this afternoon(i think G stalks :/)

Eeeks. This post is so random. I don't like.

Till my new pair of shoes rots,
Till then.

Love Like This - SS501




I love/hate these photos :)

Anyways, my empty spaces are filling up quite fast already!
That's good~
My Bibudol won 1st Musicbank on Friday! Best gift!
Just one more, then it'll be triple crown!
2PM just wait a lil' bit more eh?

Hmmm, I love the Boxes!
My Darling and my Aunty.

& I love the Kims!
For all the K-pop love in the world :)
& Sherms for promising to watch Treasure Hunter with me!

Btw, Jay Chou's coming to Singapore on 19 December, anyone wants to go with me?

Oh oh, New Moon's coming out soon~
Hwee Woon's watching with me! I better get her a present soon.

Hmmm, speaking of presents.
(note to self: S. S. HW. YH. B.)

Sign - Brown Eyed Girls

Someone tell me, where did my happiness go?

I'm so not going to travel from toa payoh to changi airport to Ikea to Giant to Tampines mall ever again./

Hypnotism - K.Will feat Outsider


I'm worried that I'll need more than two hands to count my points.
Please don't let that happen.

Ate Seoul Garden, watched movies, went shopping, took neo-prints, got blisters, bought new shoes, baked cookies, made Almond jelly, packed my study table, fed my old worksheets to my pet iguana, continued DoubleS-ing, listened to Ft Island's music, got back into Facebook(finally), laughed at Jo Kwon, played Jenga and dominoes.

What else?
Lose some effing weight, learn Hainanese, learn Korean, go Science Centre(my yearly routine), more retail therapy, take up Lyrical Jazz or Contemperary dance lessons or MV dance course (Omo, LING DING DONG!), get Jay Chou's latest album, give some love to my long lost friends, work for some extra cash, watch more movies.

Sounds fascinating enough?
Nah, not really.

I guess I'm too used to doing so many things at a time, now i've a problem trying to fill up my empty space. Since Kims are not meeting tomorrow, I'll go swimming and jogging after that. Speaking of Kims, oh wells, I wasted at least 8 precious hours doing something which is doomed to fail. Yet no one bothered to remind me.

The weather is really cranky these days. Please bring umbrella wherever you're going!
I just walked home amidst the rain and lightning, didn't bother trying to find a shelter.
Hahahah, people thought that I was crazy.
At least no one will know the difference between tears and rainwater.

Not going overseas this year. Mom said we'll go next year January and February. Weird huh, holiday before Brother gets into NS and another during CNY. Parents are worried about our family's sensitive relationship, so as Dad said, "Make your presence invisible." Hahahah.
\But SS501's Persona in Singapore concert is scheduled around February, I'll cry if I can't make it. Then, I won't have the opportunity to make lightboards for Kyu Jong and Park.


Anyone, please help me to stay sane.
The Run Jump Fall thing, doesn't work anymore/.

Hello Phosphates.

I've been studying not diligently.
My brain cells are not functioning properly already.
I'm missing out on 100,000 pieces of information everyday.

Will be studying in the library tomorrow.
Anyways, SS501 just successfully finished their Persona in Taiwan.
Coolest stuff i thought was Young Saeng's chinese rap and Jung Jung's Tian Mi Mi.
Hahaha! They've come a long way. Continue fighting, guys.
SHINee's 3rd Mini album Year of us, 2009 is released already.
Ring Ding Dong rocked. Butterfly~
Will be getting Rebirth.
I would get SHINee's Y.O.U too :)

I've gotten used to people saying YS's looks cannot make it.
Gaahhh, who cares. YS's voice makes up for everything else.
People says Jay Chou don't have the looks either.
Well, his music has charmed many anyways.

Speaking of looks, i really can't stand looking at myself in the mirror anymore.
I grew fat.
& I feel unsecure and fooogly.
I rather be gaunt-looking than be seen with double chin.
I'm depressing myself with depressing news.
I can donate some of my flabby muscles to the kids in Nairobi suffering from malnutrition.

I didn't think I'll contact you anymore.
Can't you feel the barrier? Since distance is already one.

Till the sky turns greenish yellow,
till the atmosphere is filled with pungent gases.
Till then/

Rebirth.

Congrats to the Grad.
I'm officially off from Cedar, ohwells.
I'll miss the awesome class of 4I (LOVE in chinese)

Have been studying with Mx, Riz and others.
Was trying to listen to catchy Tamil songs, thanks to Riz. Hahahah!
I'll really miss these kind of times w/ them.

Read the news about SS501 last night, i totally screamed in front of the computer after i saw the news. Shocked? Surprised? Well, i don't know.
I've got this mixed feeling about REBIRTH.
Anyway, the word Rebirth means quite a lot to me though.
So i was really surprised when i saw that :)
Ahh, here comes to heavy metal goth eyeliner part.
Actually, i don't see it as really bad, but I'm sure that even without the exaggerated make-up we can appreciate their masculine beauty. Hahahah!

Next on to SHINee's 3rd mini album jacket photos.
Hahahah, Mx and I were laughing our heads off in the computer room.
I still like Onew best :)
The Tofu boy that has the most beautiful voice.
Followed by Jong Hyun, he got cool hair now :)

Studied w Mx Riz YJ in school today.
I'm annoyed, Mrs Chia knows about my little secret. Hahahah!
Tried doing Biology and Maths.
As usual, i almost died.
Sometimes i really wonder how am I going to take Os like this.
Oh, & tried to convince myself that i shouldn't spot questions and should study at least 3 themes for SS. I kept falling asleep while doing my revision. Gahhh.

It's getting late already.
& i seriously shouldn't be here anymore.
Continue fighting, Fighters.

I never regretted staying up late to write my love letters for SS501.
I told them my all time favourite song was All My Love.
& tonight, they're going to perform this first time live (I think~)
Awesome!
Love these boys :)

Yay, this news made my day.
So much for being picked on by Chng and Sng during lessons.
Please~ my last three days in school still wna do this to me.




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I MISS BEING A CEDAR DANCER.
I HAVEN'T BEEN DOING MY USUAL RUN, JUMP, FALL.
(ALTHOUGH WE JUST HAD HIP HOP JAZZ LESSONS LAST WEEK)
BUT STILL~
I MISS RUNNING IN THE HALL BAREFOOTED.
I MISS EVERY SINGLE MOMENT OF CEDAR DANCE.
& I FEEL SO SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A HORRIBLE MEAN SENIOR.
I MISS SYF 09.
I'd still remembered the day we stayed till 6 in school.
Shao and I totally hollered the whole school down.
I MISS 24.
I MISS INSPIRED.
I MISS BLEEDING LOVE.
I MISS THE BOXES & OUR STUPID DANCES.
I MISS SYF 07
I MISS SYF 09
I MISS LAO SHI & DANCERS.
I MISS THE FLORAL CLOTH AND THE BLACK & WHITE STRINGS.

No wonder they say memories are painful.

DANCERS!

Before I self destruct.

Approximately a month left.
It's scaring me, i don't know what I'm supposed to do now~
I need to get back to my normal life.
Something more than just Homework, School, Double S and youtube.
Hahaha!

Oh my oh my~
Goodbye world, for now.

From now on,
I won't be in your days,
neither will I be in your memories.

The sky has been crying for me.

SHINee's Juliette.
Seriously, their slick dance is no joke.
Love 'em, Key's damn good :)
As well as Onew~~

I've got to stop my k-popping soon.
Really soon.

I didn't think much about Hyun Joong after he fell sick with H1N1.
But now, i'm really worried for him.
I know he'll be in good hands, but still~
The worse, is that he can't attend the Seoul Drama Awards ceremony tomorrow.
Something i've been looking forward to, after he was announced the Best Drama Actor.
Hope they'll send SS(4)01 to receive the prize.
I wonder what Jung Min will say ~~
Get Well Soon Leader, you'll need all the rest you can get.

On the Happier side,
I really love Onew's voice. It's just so darn beautiful.
Onew's really reminds me of a cute Onigiri, fwahahahha.

So many things just happened.
Really thank god for such thing called glabalisation and the invention of computer and the world wide web.

Was doing my secret task for SS501 and math papers. I better finish my homework by tomorrow.
& then i'll start on SS and Biology.
Fighting.

Hyunjoong leader, please take good care of yourself. H1N1 attacked my hyunjoong :(
Hope other members won't get infected too.

Jaebeom leader, i think you're cool. & I think you'll be happier in Seattle, with your family and in a place with freedom of speech.

SS501 is getting on par with Jay Chou already :)
Their price for concert rights is almost equivalent to Jay's already.
But i still think it'll be awhile before they can reach Jay Chou's level.

Sherms, Dory, please stay alive <3

FOR THE VERY VERY FIRST TIME,
SS501 WILL BE LESS THAN 5000 KM AWAY FROM ME.
& THEY WILL BE HOLDING FAN AUTOGRAPH SESSION AT 6PM.
YET I'M STUCK, JUST THOUSAND MILES TO SEE THEIR FACES.
HEART PAIN HEART PAIN.
AND THEY WILL BE FURTHER AND FURTHER AWAY BY 1135PM :(

DIBIDIBIDEEP.

So proud of Hyun Joong, for winning Seoul Drama Awards Male Actor Category :)

KIM HYUN JOONG: PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.



KIM HYUNG JUN: HEY G


SS501 DEJA VU @MBC MUSICCORE

It's September already.
That's fast.

Ooh, many many many things happened.
Like, really many things. Impossible to list them down, cause' i forgotten at least 50% f it.
Hohoho.

I'm coming down with cough.
Horrible i know.
Have to get addicted to Strepsils again.

Sports Day and Teachers' Day.
Well, Sports Day was ~~
I think i got darker. I'm becoming a chocolate bar again.
Oh Oh, I've got a silver medal and a bronze medal :)
The bronze was supposed to be a GOLD. Hmm :/
Oh wells.
Teachers' Day celebration was a flop plop.
Wandered around in the school.
Took photos. Did stupid stuffs.
After school went to meet Carina Liling TingHui.
Hadn't met them in ages.
Hahahah.

Watched the Japanese Hanazakari Kimitachi dvd.
Watched SS501 Idol World.

OH MY OH MY.
I'VE GOT TO FLY AWAY NOW.

HELLO CHE!

HOW'S YOUR DAY GOING?
HAHAH~
I FEEL ODD THAT I'M NOT PERFORMING WITH THE DANCERS THIS TIME.
HMMM. I WANNA STAND IN THE LIMELIGHT AGAIN.
OH WELLS.
FOR ONCE I'LL BE THE SPECTATORS APPRECIATING DANCERS' WORK OF ART :}

TODAY WAS, TWISTED.
NOTHING WAS GOING THE WAY THINGS WERE SUPPOSED TO BE.
& I BROKE SOMETHING, WHICH IS GOING TO GET ME INTO BOILING KIMCHI HOTPOT.
I'M REALLY REALLY GUILTY.
& I TRAVELED HOME TWICE TODAY JUST TO GET CHEM TEXTBOOK FOR WM.
BUT I TOOK IT HOME AGAIN.
& I WAS REALLY WORRIED ABOUT MY FUTURE.
TOLD YIBEI THAT I WANA TO QUIT SCHOOL AND LEARN KOREAN AND JAPANESE.
THEN I'LL TRAVEL TO SEOUL AND BE SS501'S ASSISTANT MANAGER.
& I'LL FORCE YOUNGSAENG TO STOP SMOKING. HAHAHA :}
TODAY IS REALLY WEIRD.
WEIRD.
W.

IT'S ONE AND A HALF MONTHS TO THE START OF O LEVELS.
IT'S APPROXIMATELY 7 WEEKS LEFT.
HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO QUIT MATH TUITION AND FIND ANOTHER ONE NOW?
IT'S TOO LATE.
EVERYTHING'S TOO LATE.
THERE'S NOTHING TO SALVAGE THE DIRE SITUATION I'M IN.
FORGET ABOUT ACHIEVING MY PERSONAL L1R5 TARGET.

BEING A ROAD SWEEPER IS NOT BAD ACTUALLY.
IT KEEPS YOU HEALTHY.
OR I CAN BE A SUBSISTENCE FARMER.
I'LL ACHIEVE A SMALL PLOT OF LAND THROUGH LAND TENURE IN CHINA,
AND GROW CABBAGE AND RICE, ENOUGH TO GET ME BY~

HI CHE!
LETS GO ON A DIET!
& WEIGHT ln1 KG :)

LETS SURVIVE WITH:
GREEN APPPLES
ORANGES
CRANBERRIES
BLUEBERRIES
GOLDEN KIWI
CELERY
BROCCOLI(4 HYUNJOONG!)
CARROTS(4 JUNGMIN!)
& MAYBE SOME MEAT WITH CAPSICUM(4 KYUJONG!)

HAHAH. ONLY THE KIMS WILL UNDERSTAND WHY THE LAST THREE IS FOR THEM~
I'M REALLY GNG TO SURVIVE ON THESE TO GET TO MY TARGET WEIGHT (ln1)

ENGLISH ORAL WAS SOMEHOW HORRIBLE.
READING AND DISCUSSION WAS FINE, CONVERSATION ALMOST KILLED ME.
I JUST STARED AT THE WOMAN WHEN I COULDN'T CONTINUE,
I WAS HOPING SHE'LL PROMPT ME STH, LUCKILY SHE DID.

4I WAS THINKING OF PERFORMING CLASS CHEERLEADING!
OH GOSH, MY CLASS ROCKS LYK SS501 :)
MAYBE BIGBANG DBSK SHINEE 2PM SUJU ~
HAHAH.
DANCERS MAY BE PERFORMING TOO, WHICH MEANS WILL CLASH W/ GEN'S PICNIC.
AIYAH, IDK.
I JUST WANNA GET TO MY TARGETED WEIGHT.

I DON'T WANNA~

It is exactly 6 days to Prelims 2.
Yet i'm not getting out of this SHIATZX.
I'll forever be in this SHIATZX.

Knock some sense into me.



Go ahead.
Lick my shoes,
Kiss my ass.

Jay Chou.
Kim Hyun Joong.
Kim Kyu Jong.
Park Jung Min.
Kim Hyung Joon.
Heo Young Saeng.

Wait for me.

I don't know you,
but i want you.
All the more for that.

Words fall through me,
and always fool me,
and i can't react.

And games that never amount,
to more that they're meant,
will play themselves out.

Take this sinking boat,
and point it home,
We've still got time.

Wait for me.

Hahaha, this is so primary school.

Anyways, homework's piling up like nitrogen gas.
& there's English prelim next friday.
I think i'll do badly :\
English hasn't been my best subject yet.
Ah sheesh.
Going out for dinner soon.
Fly, lovelies.

but i can still recall

The magic music of our song,

The sweetest song of all.

In the tale of our romance

That tune has played a part,

The tune that's threaded through my dreams

And written in my heart.

The Queen of Cool.
Yesterday was Cross country.
One word: Horrible
Two words: I walked
Three words: Weather damn hot
Hahahah, i waddled like a duck(banana shirt) w/ Clara and waved at teachers.
Using my small little scar as an excuse to stroll all the way.
I did ran, you know. Away from scary Jasmine Tan and during the last 300 m.
& even stopped from my happy stroll to take photos for NCCs. ( although it was horribly taken)
After that,
4I was like overhyped. Hahahah.

Had Pizza Hut for Lunch. Bad Bad service.
Dirtied my already-dirtied wallet again.
Waddled around Tampines, did some shopping.
Everyone bought stuffs :)
I bought a shiny golden hairband and pink clips!
Then waddled somemore like lost sheeps.
Met Mom and Dad at Tmp.
Shopped and had dinner at Manpuku.
Bought new undies and dress :)

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Today's school was sleepy town.
At least for me. Fell asleep during lessons. Hurs.
Happy Friday :)
Supposed to go Math tuition today.
Went to the void deck and then Yibei and I decided to skip today's tuition.
Hahaha, cheap thrill.
I've got a pretty Minnie chop i must show Sherms tomorrow!
Shall make one for her soon :)
Bei bei and i hovered around J8 and got LJS fries and cheese.
Had mini gossiping and what-to-do-with-my-future talks.
YIBEI don't cry anymore!

Sadly and not so sadly, there's Math lesson tomorrow.
Worse, Saturday morning. Alamak. Si liao leh.

With love, from JJ.
Amiteks and Chedom's on the rise :)
Cause' like Stardom= Chedom = Next big thing!
Hahahah :)

Friday's the mechanical day.
Sleeping, complaining, laughing, eating, joking.
Same old.
Everyone's skipping the weird camfire bonding on friday.
Hahahah, i'll just mind my own business.
Sng gave 4I a chocolate cake, & we're like inferring that the cake is ordered from a homebaker called Vicky. Hohoho.
Met Wenmin after school, went J8.
and bought stuffs.
Anyways,
I'm attracted to Guess wallets.
Especially glossy pink/black leathered ones which costs 69 bucks.
Heart pain.

Today's main idea.
I will explain and elaborate on this sentence : I L♥VE JAY CHOU
:)
He is a very special person.
He can play and compose his own songs but on top of that, he has total pride in his culture.
He doesn't fill his lyrics with English just to be 'trendy'. He stays true to his roots and keeps it real. Cause' he is super diaoz.
He can compose his hokkien song like in 火車叨位去
& can rap in korean like in 四面楚歌
& can rap his name in his song like in 完美主義
& even composed songs for the paparazzi like in 紅模仿, 四面楚歌
Most of his MVs are super good, 夜的第七章, 最長的電影, 喬克叔叔, 時光機, 妳聽得到, 以父之名.
I love all his 100 plus songs :)





Seriously, like Jay Chou's the MAN.

Tears for Fears.
HOLLER FOR THE SOUL OF CEDAR.
Had Chemistry test today.
Horrible, Terrible./
AIYAH I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.
CAUSE' I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HAVING DINNER NOW, BUT I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING CAUSE' I'M SERIOUSLY TOO FULL, CAUSE' OF THE SUPER UBER BUFFET AT SEOUL GARDEN.
MY STOMACH DON'T EVEN HAVE SPACE TO FILL IN WATER.
&
I FELL DOWN ON TUESDAY.
AND SCRAPED MY KNEE (SAD FACE)
CAUSE WE'RE PLAYING SOFTBALL AND I RAN ON A PUDDLE OF WATER AND I FLEW AND ROLLED ON THE CEMENT FLOOR. IT HURTS LIKE WILD FIRE.
THOUGH I'VE NEVER SEEN A WILD FIRE, BUT YEAH.
THEN STUPID V.PRINCIPLE GO INSIDE THE SICKBAY TO TELL ME TO SHUDDAP CAUSE' SHE THINKS I'M VERY NOISY. BUT THE THINGS IS I NEED TO KEEP BLABBERING TO STOP MYSELF OF THINKING OF THE PAIN.
HAHA.
I THINK I'M BLABBERING BLUBBER.
CAUSE' I'M GETTING REALLY WEIRD. AND I KEEP FORGETTING TO DO MY HOMEWORK, CAUSE MY MIND IS CURRENTLY HAVING HIGH BRAIN CELL TRAFFIC. NO NOTHING CONSTRUCTIVE GOES IN AND NOTHING RIGHT COMES OUT.
BUT ON THE LEFT, TMR IS ALR FRIDAY AKA END OF WEEK 8.
& NEXT WEEK IS CROSS COUNTRY AND BIO SPA 3.
& MY PRELIMS ARE NEARING AND I'M WANT TO JUMP INTO SPACE AND BECOME A MARTIAN. CAUSE' I THINK BEING A MARTIAN IS COOLER THAN HOW I'M LIVING MY LIFE NOW.
AHHH.
AHHH.
AHHH.

This picture is awesome :)
GWH piece!

Everyone owes me photos.
Manda's the most. Hahahah.
Today, a lactic-acid day.
Malicious Mathematics and horrendous El Narrative writing.
OH, and had class photo-taking.
I STOOD AT THE SECOND ROW. OHMY.
I WAS SO DEPRESSED {pouts}
Stand at corner somemore, why did i grow so tall!
Whines~
Mother's Day is coming soon.
& we wished Chng Chng Happy Mother's Day. Hahahah.
She's the mom of 4I, you see.

Finally, the 3 day holiday. Loads of work to be done.
& the procrastination begins./ Whoo.

The wallets pretty right :)

at⋅ro⋅phy.

Had late lunch with Mia, Miao, Sherms before coming home.
It is like the good ole' times.
During sec three, when we used to have lunch tgt every friday.
When Sherms was called Guigui :)
& Miaoxiang was called Mao.
Hahahah, should call her Muar now.

A maths mock is (finally) over.
& this horrible week is almost ending.
I need the weekend.
I'm uber exhausted.

I miss dance and laoshi.
Feel like doing the weird routine they're doing, seems fun.

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Anyways, re-read my archives.
So many things have happened since this blog was alive.
Things changed, everyone moved on.
Yet some things remained, on and going.
Like, my love for JAY CHOU.

I do not want to lose my old-self.
& my memories.
(i know, i'm getting old.)
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I said this before.
& i'm saying this again.

If me trusting you,
is like you and your virginity.
You would have lost yours long ago.

Shadows and Regrets.

Cats Musical was awesome.
I wanna be a Jellicle cat that goes to the annual Jellicle ball :)
While Demeter fights away Macavity.
There's Mister Mistoffelees!
Man, that dancer was great.
That Grizabella cat that wore heels, sang Memory so beautifully!
Oh & that Rum tum tugger, damn disco :)

Okay, okay.
Time's up.
I've loads of work undone.
Back to reality.
Ciao.

El Prelim Oral.
It was, well, unexpected.
I was thinking of something related to the big Flu, or YOG, or some political thingy.
& It came out as Fishing.
Wooo.
Fishing.
So interesting. Hahah.

Anyway, i seriously need that Labour Day break.
Week 7 would be really horrible.
MT Prelims. Bio Mock SPA. Bio SPA 2. A Maths Mock exam.
Nice a not.

Need more money.
for a punching bag.

Once again,
I broke my record of buying new clothes within 20 minutes.
I bought a new black dress within 10 minutes in the shop.
Ask saleslady, took 3 sets, tried on, chose my colour, ask for discount, pay and go :)
Whooo :)
I tend to buy on impulse and regret it later on.
Hahah.

Mom and Dad bought custard puffs.
Ahh. Hungry.

Shall fly off to the kitchen.
♥

It takes two to tango.

I've been missing in action for super long.
Everything's a big roundabout.
Home Work School Home Work School
Especially after i stopped going for dance.
I felt so unfit :(
I bet i can't even do a split anymore.
Oh no.
Anyway, i almost lost my voice at T&F Nationals.
Nothing much to do there.
Except, screaming for our silver butts
& cute boy-hunting
Hahahah.
This school maybe great in academics and cca, but they're very bad in student's welfare.
All they need was our loud voices at the stadium, i mean i don't mind cheering for silver butts.
The thing is
They don't provide buses home, they don't even want to tell us how to reach mrt from the stadium. Some more don't let us home early, teachers have cars we don't.
Urgh.

Going for Cats musical next Thursday.
Can't wait :)

I hate time constraints. Everything keeps pushing and roving forward, yet i'm lagging behind.
I want to catch back my life when O levels end.
Lets have a week of partying.
Hoho.

Gotta fly, lovers.

I feel like opening up my blog again.
I think i should.
Hahahah :)

4 awesome years of dance.
I've really matured a lot since i joined dance in sec one.
It wasn't easy for me to get into dance.
I almost became an NCC :/

From every monday and thursday dance practices at a.s 1
to doing mass dance with Yutaki during national day parade

From dancing in the school hall till 630 every practice
to learning Bhangra dance and doing uber stunts

From Ballet under the Stars cip
to dance classes with Ashley Nino and Ashlee Dawson

From cheerleading conflicts
to the day Huiyi broke down and laoshi walked away

From the first seven months
to the last seven minutes

From the cutting of pretty cloth,
to achieving the first Gold with honours

From blisters and cuts on the feet
to getting painful knee problems

From playing HSM songs repeatedly
to choreographing our first dance- Starburst

From doing cheerleading stunts
to performing at Plaza Sing.

From Sentio
to StatsChipac.

From InspiRED oversized tee and trackpants
to mass dance with Ms Claire during NDP

From signing up for HSM2 competition
to losing laoshi for 3 months

From creating our second Starburst
to getting top 4 in Singapore

From performances together
to dancing dirty in the cc hall

From dancing in the ayer
to speech day's 24

From the six months
to the last six minutes

From the expressions we had
to the bruises we got every week

From preaching the juniors
to cutting our long hair

From emotional breakdowns
to crazy song and dances

From missing jogging lessons
to 6 consecutive practices during the last week

From all the black and white strings
to our second Gold with honours

From tears
to laughter

My life revolves around school, home and school, again.
No lifer.
Yeah, hell i know.

Now ML's got Gold.
Really, don't know if that's lesser burden, or extra pressure.
Don't know if we could get a gold, forget about GWH.
Our expressions are cool~
Our theme is special,
We have the same hairstyle.
But when reality sets in,
Oh wells.
No hopes too high.

After 12 hours of sleep.
My eyebags are finally gone.
Whooo.
Hahahah.
I need to shop.
For clothes and bags.
I want to watch movies.
I wanna listen to Fahrenheit songs.
I want to have lunch dates w/ Sherms.
I want to have box outings again.
I want to achieve 6 points.
I think, which is
Impossible.

So i think after SYF.
I'll stay in class and mug till like 530
Till the stupid skinny school attendant chases me out of the classroom.

Eeeks.
I sound like a loser.
Oh wells.
I'll be a loser if i don't study hard.
So yeah.

& i miss my neighbour,
She used to give pretty Easter eggs for Easter.
Hmmm.

Dance = ♥
Anyways, It's earth hour soon.
I'm turning off my lights at home and stuff :/

Tell ya bout it next time :)

• I felt so embarrassed when Sng played the podcast in class. It's so wierd listening to yourself, plus when it was a stupid speech churned out by my brain and gastric juices. K, whatever.

• I can't believe a plankton can be so rude. I really think she has some issues with her mental health. Her ridiculous actions, is really too much.

• I want to change my blogskin soon :)

• Sec fours need not attend Speech day! Shouldn't have wanted to perform :/ But it's okay, last time, last chance to soak in the limelight!
  

• Jojo Fashion Show rocks. I was playing it on the notebook for like hours. Hahahah!

3 more weeks!

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
To hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
'Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

How true.

Anyway, i love my new wallpaper on my comp.
So cute :)

Ooh, my Chem tuition teacher is finally getting some humour.
Very scientific humour, thou.
Hahahah.

I want to buy some many things.
I need to start saving, like alot.
& then work after Os.
Save up to like, 200.
& spend. Hahahah.


It's better than using parent's $$.
:}
-
Jaye jaye, just called me.
I'd better get started w/ stupid speech writing :{

Words fail me.

Sticky sweets!

Busy hydrating & busy putting plasters :/



Walk away~

Trad pose.



I bet the statue was feeling great. Hahaha.





Dancers, & laoshi.
Yeah, my eye's half-closed. Bahh.
Who cares.

There's only one way two say those three words
and that's what i'll do.
I LOVE YOU.

Oh well.
Life's been mundane.
Did homework.
Slacked, couched.
Hogged onto the goggle box.

Anyway, watched Race to Witch Mountain on Fri.
Hahaha, it was rather nice.
Like those 3-d rides thingy, only without the movable chairs.
Ahahaha.

On Sat, met up with Box.
Went Clarke Quay, for cool photoshoots.
Hahahah, it wasn't cool.
Cause' Mr Sun burnt the floor, burnt my skin, burnt my feet, and my bag.
But the lighting's nice.
Bought Sticky sweets! :)
Like finally.
Pictures would be up next time.
Watched Laoshi's 02 square dance performance.
Beg your pardon.
It's quite cool luh, the technique and stuff.
Couldn't understand the storyline, again.
But it's not bad, thou.

& on the way home.
I broke my earrings and lost it.
Prob i took off the earpiece and broke it, without knowing it ):
It's like the last piece from that shop.
There goes my 7.90.
Oh wells. No biggie.

Sun, tuition.
Normal monotone teaching.
Keep answering questions wrongly, urgh.
I hate grey metals.
Hahahha, prob only liling knows why.

On Wednesday,
Went to Bugis & bought this shadow master Bicycle cards for Brother.
It wasn't the price that i expected okays.
I though it'll be less than 10.
Poof.

Anyway, met up with Swee.
Walked around and slacked, did some shopping and loitered.
Hahahah, Some peepos thought we're Uni kids, cause' it's not school holiday for other schools yet.
Wow, i must looked old }:
Anyway, we cam-whored.
& fast forward, went tuition.
Bus-ed home.


On Thursday,
met up w/ Sherms at Bishan.
We're supposed to go esplanade library, but it opened too late.
Oh wells.
We studied.
& cam-whored a little.
Hahah.
Here it goes.








Hahah, i think the others is too unglam. Hurs.
Anyway, yeah.
This is it (:

& I LOVE SO MANY PEOPLE.
INCLUDING JAY CHOU!

Finally, Term One is over.
& The crazy mugging begins.
Wooo.
It's time to chill baby.

Work like you don't need the money. Love like you've never been hurt. Dance like nobody is watching.

I've been missing for at least 1 week.
Have been so busy, with loads of tests.
I can't wait for next Wednesday, I'll need ample rest, if not I'll collapse.
Got podcast speech next Tues, i have no idea how to go about doing it.
I'm eating LJS tomorrow, like finally. Hurrays.
& there's dance tmr :}

Dance Dance, Run jump fall.
I would rather dance for 3 hours than jogging under the hot sun for 2.4 km.
We should dance for both jogging sessions!
Although Serena and Yuky just sit down there and laugh at people.
Urgh.

Oh yeah, Next Monday's my brother's birthday. ( As well as JJ Dad's)
I think I'll buy him a new pencil case, since the last one i bought for him was 3 years ago ( and he is still using it!) Hahah.

I HATE VECTORS & VECTORS HATE ME.
They have something against me, i just cannot understand a single piece of crumb at all.
I can't stand vectors, chng chng, ridiculously retarded juniors.
I need a very comfy cushion to sit down on :}

What is now reality, was once imagined.
Anyway, this picture is awesome, it's called photomontage.
That's the scene of WW2.

I'll be back, dears.

So what if i'm a bitch.
It's quite obvious that you are a bitch yourself.
Go reflect upon your own stupidity.

Ouch, i just banged my head against the cupboard.
There's a bump and it smarts.
:{

I think my hair is cool sia (:
Yah lah, loves from Charis liew.
I didn't even bother to touch my cam during fiesta.
Wtv.

Anyways, many many grats to JJ whom is finally Mrs. Wang!!
Ahhh, so happy for you (:

& Amirah, must stay strong. You still have the love from us!

Sometimes, i think i'm such a failure.
I've been failing most things since start of 09.
Things are getting haywire.
Bad, very bad.
I can't even do a simple compre, maybe summary.
Plus Sng makes me feel like a bloody fool.
but, yeah.
All the counseling, kinda spurred me on.

Dance is the best time for me. When i can actually express my emotions, without caring if people looked at you. Sometimes, i really want to scream to vent my anger, let out all my frustrations. Yet there is no way to do it. & that sucks.
Plus silent screams will make you end up crying.

Every year's valentines is getting more fun, yeah, note the word, fun.
Anyways, Cedar fiesta was not bad (:
I had chocolate sauce on my shoes!
JJ and Sherms had it on their shirt.
Hah, retarded.
I think the Hoops for Noobs earned bout' 850+ cedar currency.
Not bad, for a low budget game (:

Schools damn funny, they scold you when we don't earn enough/ sell enough tickets.
Then, when we've earned more than 60 thousand, they don't even care if you are wearing shorts out. Normally, they should be screaming at you and giving you 6 hour-long prep talks.
The v.p just continued smiling at me when i walked towards her in fbts.
Woo.
The school is getting out of normal.

Saw this really hot guy after getting out from school.
He's an actor.
So handsome (smiles to myself)
Btw,
Sean's so cute. It's so understandable why she's head over heels with him.

Met up with friends for awhile.
Movie-ed, went to crash Daddy and Mom's valentines at Nihon Mura.
It's weird that my Dad loves living plants(brings life and more oxygen to the house) while Mom loves fake flowers('cause they won't die).
They take turns buying decorations for the house every year.
So cute (:

Reached home not long ago.
I'm so tired.
I still need to blog on LMS.
Basket.

I think some people need to spend another 10 minutes more to think through before typing words.
Words written without going through your walnut-sized brain can leave you getting sued.

Damn. I was so tempted to call up a lawyer and sue you for your offensive remarks.

Please please please PLEASE remind me not to use the toilet at 2nd floor.
It has something against me.
I lost my white butterfly clip there.
& today, i lost my favourite pink clip.
I can never get hyped up anymore.
{pouts}
But, it gave me an idea of what to get my lovers during the big V.
Sherms, Shhh!

I'll update soon.
I need to fly to the moon now.
Love.

I think I've been offending people lately.
Sorry if i was being an ass.

Maybe I'll need to change blog url or lock it up.
I don't want to get into unnecessary trouble.
with anybody.
The Dangers of Internet.
Sigh.

Went WM's house to idle away till Mom and Dad comes back from their movie date.
Hahahah.
Anyway, i think Singaporeans are really petty.
Maybe i am one myself.
Shan't comment bout' it, the incident will make my blood boil.
& burn someone accidentally.

Going to try to make myself useful,
Guess.
Bye lovers.

Transient Paranoia
Earthlings.
I survived the first day of school after the long break.
I was eating oranges for recess and after Dance. Hahahha.
& i think i'm suffering from ba-kua overload.
Hahahah.
I think today's leadership training was really retarded.
DHIAHMARSKIPPER.
SHERMASTURBATE.
CHARESS.
SERENUDITY
BABY JACK-S/JIABRATOR
NANIPPLE
AMITEHTEH
MIAMOOBS.
CHEDOM
K, the names are quite awful. HAH.
As you grow older, you tend to act like ...5 years younger.
Hmmm.

My bro's listening to Bleeding love right now :)
Anyway, my future boyfriend must play an musical instrument.
(so he can play songs for me everyday.)
WTH cherms, wth.
Ok. i know.

After 3 weeks of reading the same book,
i've left only 3 damned pages of Paranoia.
Yeah, finish that espionage.
Paranoia is my longest record okay, i normally take 3 days to finish a book that thick.

My blisters are killing me.
But the pain's gone after dance.
My whole back was breaking lah.
So much for heavy duty plastic cling wraps.
Hmmm.

My aunty and cousins just left not long ago.
I still think Ivan should join rugby.
Hur, he is getting humongous.
They finished my last supply of crackers.
Left all the pastries. Shall kop from Granny's tmr.
:P

I've got my fly to my dreams now.
Bye lovelies.

Sorry earthlings,
i was contemplating whether to put up that photo,
due to some embarrassing fact, i decided not to.
Hur.

I need to do some work now.
.
.
.
(note to self, add in photo)
Anyway, i look like Gloria the Hippo.
Muahahah.
I wonder who is my Melmen :}

I think i've really been dreaming crazy stuffs lah.
Although it's not like Shao's and WM's bomb in Cedar.
Mine was quite bad, i dreamt that my tortilla and blastoise died. OMG.
But my star tortoise is eating normally now, thank goodness.

I've got to fly, lovers.
Till then.

It's Chinese New Year's eve tomorrow.
& I've been eating all the gloriously sinful food.
I need to exercise more.

Oh yeah, Jay's 30 already.
He is like getting older, but his talent in music is forever there.
I just want him to get married, even better if the girl/ boy is not from the entertainment circle.
Hahah, i don't know if Jay Chou's gay or not.

Anyway, i think Mrs. Jai is so cool.
She can speak/sing in perfect Chinese.
& She's cool about teenage stuff.
Unlike our current ft, who is like the un-coolest mom you can have.

Cedar's CNY celebration was quite crappy,
plus the humidity and selfish gits who don't want to make space for others.
Class clique tries to entertain themselves. Hahahah.

Oh yeah, i think i've found the most fucking unglam photo i've ever seen.
I don't even know why i took it.
But Blogger's being an ass for not allowing me to upload that ugly photo.
Will try again sometime later.

Got to fly soon,
I need to do last minute New Year shopping.

A few events of the week.

A1 for Chinese O.

CNY deco shopping.

Chem diagnostic test.

Pon-ed Dance.

Starved for one whole day.

Ate Burger King. GUILTY!

Stand up comedian, Curry and Mia.

Sugar sweets.

I guess, people do change.
How they portray themselves in front of others, how they treat someone.
Do say quite a lot about their characters.
But,
You don't need to look down on people to make yourself look good.
You have 2 eyes, one nose, one mouth, 2 ears.
You don't have an extra eye or ear, why are you acting so superior for?

& Yanyu emailed me!
I missed her so much.
But she's like 18 hours away from me.
{pouts}

I wanna fly now, grab a book and listen to my ipod.
Night, earthlings/

This is my WAWA.
Hahahah. So tarded.
Anyway, we'll be getting back O Chinese on Monday, and I'm freaking out already.
I can't get any ang paos if i don't do well, Mom says so.

&I've been dreaming like, a lot these days.
Almost everyone appeared in my dream before, and I'm serious.
Amirah tried to strangle me yesterday.
JJ and Damia tried to push me down from 4 level, but some hero saved me.
Hahahah, so ridiculous.
If this continues, I'll need sleeping pills.
Yeah, that bad.

Oh well, I'll be MIA till next Friday.
'Cause need to blog on LMS. Hahahaha.

HOW WAS SCHOOL?
I'll tell you, it's a total hell.
I wore my old shoes for jogging and was scolded for dirty shoes.
I was scolded for wearing 2 black ear studs.
I was kicked out from Bio class because i forgot to rewrite my notes into a new exercise book.
I broke my nail during dance because the bloody CC hall was unsuitable for dancing.
Time to freak out, manzxzx.
& i have a very very naggy ft.
She's like my MOM. She called me a bad girl ):
I have like 2 Moms now, home and school.
Bad girl, YOU BAD MOTHERFLOWER ah.

I'll dunk the teachers 500 times if possible.

&& to end of my wonderful week,
after Chem remedial, went for lunch with Sherms. Did Chem tuition HW, wanted to call ft cause' don't know how to do. In the end, chatting with Mrs J. Hahaha.
Then i got home.
And.

My nose bled.
It's like 100 ml of blood gone.
Feed me iron powder, please.

Today is 31 of DECEMBER, 2008
My 08 was supposed to end with a big bang.
However, this bang turned out to be quite an unhappy one.
Maybe it'll go private. Idk.
& i never had a thing for countdowns.
so yeah, 09. So be it.

Wanted to make a huge timeline of 08. As usual.
But couldn't find the funniest photo, unlike last year's & last last's

Hahaha, it got me laughing for weeks.
Oh come on, laugh. But i don't look that tarded for 365 days.
I loaded and deleted photos again and again. No idea.

SO here goes, dance school outings. No lovers.


Induction '08



Republic Poly.



We lost our bhangra costumes. We turned out wearing Sarees.

Outing. Serena & I watched Spiderwick instead of whats that horror movie?
Grudge or sth? & i cried at Spiderwick's ending.



Ole cheer. I can't believe this might be my last year joining.
& Reminded me of some bloody bitch called Summer-Goh-Eat-Shit.

Sungei Buloh. We posed w/ a stone. Hahah, lame sheep.

Date w/ WM. Art's festival 3 tables One chair.



Study Date. Wenmin crashed the date, Hahahah.

We were we doing? Oh yeah, Arab street. Learning Arabian culture, eating malay food.
Buying cheap blings (: Mardhiah-cicak, where's she?

Singapore Flyer, was so boring. I rather be stuck there for 11 hours, & get rescued by Prince Charming. Or climbing down from the capsule. Harh.

Express Yourself Day.

Scandalous Corridor. I bet you guys don't know where it is.

Hahahah, this is funny (:

National Day. InspiRED. Although Open House was thousand times better.


After, had Seoul Garden. When i'm out w/ this clique. We eat, alot.

Racial Harmony Day. Was i wearing a Kebaya?Yes. I think.



B4 Granny's Big Move. This dressing table is antique & now it's gone.

Date w/ Box. B4 Laoshi's Cherish performance.

Scandalour corridor again. Guess (:

Wedding. No food fight, so sad Hahahah.

Ehub. Hahahah.

MX's house. Plus the attack of eerie flu bugs.

Dance Chalet.

Actually, i think i missed out a lot of special events. But it's okay.
& i realised i didn't even meet up w/ Lee Chin Carina Ting Hui Liling.
Miss them so so so so much.

Anyway, I'm going to be Sec 4 next year.
I will study hard. I will not fail anything, & i will get a few As, somehow. Hahaha.

When i grow up,
Maybe i'll be a jewellery designer, or work in an advertising company.

For now, O LEVELS < 9. Let me try (:

I've got to fly soon.
There's a countdown party.
But Mom and I decided to waste our time at Parkway later on.
Hahaha, the party is just beside PP, so no one will notice my disappearance. Hahah.
Ok, enough of shit.

Christmas.

Christmas.

Oh joy :)
Haha, Happy Happy.

Ohyeah.
Twilight was like totally fast-forward luh.
Such dissapointment.
Hmph.

Anyway.
My top 5 songs of the year:
Love is noise - The Verve
Say(all i need) - One Republic
Hey Oh Tonight - Norwegian Recycling
Light Up the Sky - Yellowcard
Sailing Away - Travis

Yay. Wonderful.

Cousins came over on Tuesday.
Played Viwawa.
Laughed at my Jay Chou.
Talked.
Played Big2.
Ate fish porridge.
& loads of junks.
Laughed.
Laugh
La.

Tuition on Wed/

Study date with Yibei on Thurs.
Seriously, most Guys are JERKS.
They think they're the handsomest creatures alive.
& can be so critical at times.
But they looked shocked when i swore at them.
Hahah, idiots.

Anyway.
Did loads of Hw.
Read chic-flic and picture books.
Ate at MOS although i wanted to eat PizzaHut.
But wanted clam chowder, so yeah.
Went back to library.
Smuggled & ate inside the library. Hahah.
Saw someone really familiar.
Did more Hw, while Yibei slept.
Bought a notebook for school stuff.
& silver lanyard.
I ♥ YIBEI.
Grow taller! Then we can walk on the streets with our heads held high. Hahah.
She's such a darling.

Today.
Supposed to go for tuition in the morn.
Wasn't feeling well. Gave it a miss.
Slept till 12.
Did Christmas cards for Darlings.
Talked on the phone.
SMS-ed.
Pizza delivery for tea.
Finished bits and pieces of Hw.
But i totally forgot what Mr Khoo taught us during the hols.
So there's quite alot of holes on my papers :/

Going shopping during weekends.
Meeting Hwee Woon on Mon. (IMISSYOUSOMUCH!)
Tuition on Tues.
Escapees on Wed :)
Christmas party on Thurs.
So on. so on.

Even the wrong words seemed to rhyme.

Dance. Run jump fall.
That's basically what you do barefooted during dance.
Seriously, Dance is part of my life.
But i think I'm quite mean to juniors when they don't get what i want.
Hahaha, i'll get irritated & snap.

I need more clothes & shoes.
Shopping? But i rather sleep.

I miss Sherms.
I forgot how she looks like already.
Goodness me.

I miss WM also.
It feels weird not arguing with her, hahahah.

& Shao.
She promised lovely pictures of Canada!

Plus, i can't believe myself i'm staying at home on a Saturday afternoon.
It feels weird not seeing you on Saturdays.
I miss Nathan.

OK, enough.

SO many things happened since i last blogged.
I don't even bother finding for photos anymore.

MONDAY.
Met dancers at Amanda's house.
Me, Ellyn and Sara missed the bus-stop & had to walk back, Hahah.
Played TABOO for at least 3 hours, it's really fun.
Especially when words like Grey's Anatomy & Jerk, comes out.
After lunch, we squeezed into her Dad's car & went to Aranda.
Slacked, played more TABOO, cam-whored.
Ate, walked, played volley.
Went home smelling like roasted chicken.


TUESDAY.
Dance in the morn.
Did 3 counts dance, & more improvisations.
I'm starting to like Laoshi's ideas, Hahah.
We traveled to Pasir ris, reached Chalet again.
Prepared water balloons, ate Honey-stars, stole junior's cheesefries. Hahahaa.
Played more TABOO, & then double wacko for hours.
I think the whole Chalet know our names by then.
Did more crazy stuffs, ate cupcakes, gossiped.
Sang, watched tv, sprayed those wierdy flakes from the cans.
Cam-whored, bathed.
Went home late at night.
Can't really rmb what i did that night, Hahaha.


THURSDAY.
Dance dance, run jump fall.
Was amazed by Laoshi's idea of using heavy-duty cling wraps. Hahahah.
Did improvisations the whole 3 hours.
Was quite siao.
Really really really tired after that,
i decided to stay at home to sleep instead of going out to chill.
Oops.


FRIDAY.
Went for Dance in the morn again.
(My whole holiday revolves around Dance, but it's great (: )
Went for Maths tuition.
After that watched Dvds w/ brother.
Went down to meet Granny loves.
Ate, talked, laughed at Patricia Mok on the tv.
I love my Granny, like seriously.
Probably cause' she's the only Gran i have on earth right now.


Oh yeah, & finally i managed to change my bank acc.
I can use my own maybankard, like finally.

I want to go the ZOO.
Class clique, can we go??
Pretty please (:
Hahahah.

I think i'm such an idiot at times.
I'm so sorry Daddy.
I really am.

That's why i'm hiding at my granny's house right now.
'Cause my phone bill went up till 600plus.
I think i've got to start working to clear up this debt.
Goodness me.
Hahah, lucky first timer got discount 200 plus.
I'm still guilty
:(

BARBIE~
Hahah, I forced Miaoxiang to get this for me.
Anyway, on Tuesday went Xiaoxiang's house.
She seriously has weird looking toys.
A chao-tar polar bear, Blue elephant with-a-plaster-at-the-back-but-Styrofoam-balls-keeps-dropping-out, Retarded looking bear with a squashed face.
3 of us except MX caught the flu bug.
& we had to nap in her study room.
Had pictures taken, but it's duper unglam.
Hahah, seriously.
Had Used-Tissue-Paper fight.
Mahahah.
Sang birthday song, ate the cake.
Laughed at her nooberish brother.
Hahahah, & took tissue papers/box as door gifts.



Then on Thurs, had Dance.
I like improvisations.
Better than technique, cause' i have low skills :(
It's like an emotional fight within yourself.
The whole time was only banging, dragging of chairs.
Claps, slaps, screaming. It's so cool.
It's quite hard to express yourself only using body language.
Yeah, & my arms totally hurt now.

Went out w/ Billy YY and Shao after dance.
Ate Pizza hut for lunch.
We actually wanted to watch Wildchild at 2:50
& we didn't reach Cathay on time, as usual.
Hahahah, dancers are always late.
I think that's a fact.
NO good seats left, so we watched Four Christmases.
Wanting to get into the christmassy mood, hahaha.
The storyline is damn OMGWTHisthis.
& we finished the popcorn right after the movie started.
Hahahah.


Oh yeah, i registered IC already.
Stupid la, my photo looks damn CACAT la.
SO much foor paying 14bucks.

But it's okay.
I'm halfway through my hw.
& i'm gonna chiong through maths during tuition.
Although i still wna go Shermy's house. Go Kbox,
but i think studies first (:

Then, comes Dance Chalet, The Day the Earth Stood Still date, Twilight date, Bridge date, Christmas date!


[edit]
Wahchey, i've edited the template for so long & there's still glitches.
{pouts}

Tell me that i'm pro.
Hahaha, random random.

Anyway, I just went to take photo for my IC.
The old uncle very cute loh, so professional somemore.
More expensive than usual, so i took my time.
Muahahah.

Oh yeah, i'm going fer MX bday party tmr.
Hahaha, i like parties.
Yeah, after Dance.
I think when i buy presents for someone.
I buy something that i like.
Hahahah. Serious! I think i'm weird, but at least i don't buy it in my favourite colour.
(:

Suddenly, i'm hooked onto online games.
i was a potato sack for one whole day.
Playing viwawa bridge, and Bloons tower defence.
They're, so ... me. Hahahah.

I'm going to be a potato now.
Ciao.

I didn't live my life in vain.
I'm glad that i still held a place in your hearts.

Let's just say i'm excited to have my pink IC
(:

(Backspaced)


Went to school today, and was actually quite happy.
Probably 'cause there was unexpected surprise by some special someone.
& presents (on cue: stick out tongue :PPPP)
Spent the rest of the day w/ my cousins at Granny loves.
We did some ant-busting (inside joke), seriously we can open a successful company, teaching our customers the different ways to solve ant invasions in your house. Feel free to call if you have any queries. Hahahah.

But after that, Yanyu told me some news.
& It took me awhile to realise it was quite shocking, like 3 hours later, when i was having dinner.
And i felt totally lousy, and lonely and all kinds of different thought filled my mind.
I mean, i'm really really happy for you.
But i know some day Hong have to leave & Kert also, to pursue the bright future.
And i don't think y'all will come back.
& I will be the only girl during family gatherings. {big pouts}
Maybe you guys didn't know but, once during CNY i was lonely 'cause you guys were overseas, & i had high fever on that day.
And scary thoughts overwhelmed me, like three of you having successful careers like lawyers & doctors. While i'm staying in bloody Sg alone, knowing i won't be able to join you guys in the near future 'cause i don't have the financial ability to do so.

.......................................................................................................................................................................
I know i'm really immature to be ranting and thinking like that.

After spending more than a decade of my life with you.
You guys hold an important position in my heart, really.

Please miss me.
(:))
........................................................................................................................................................................

In a few hours time, i'm a decade and a half old.
But i don't feel loved.
Will you care to spread the love to me?

Hold the lyrics & sing me a song.


Yeah, i'm back.
Actually i had a lot of things to say, but now.
Maybe i kinda lost the mood.
But seriously, i don't know what I'm disappointed at.
I've bought what i wanted, i skywalked, i went to the casino.
I see Jay & Jiro almost everywhere (:))
What else?

I'm turning 15 in a few days time.
Yet i don't feel excited, like i used to.
'Cause i don't have anything else to look forward to.
Shit.
What's wrong with me?

All the Hopes and Expectations.
Black holes and Revelations.

YO.
Eric & Ting's wedding on Tues was fab.
Probably cause' it's at Hyatt. Hur.
Although Granny loves was throwing her temper at some point of the wedding ( Old people can be ridiculous sometimes), poor waiter services, and not really fanciful dinner.
It was great (:
Cause' we get to blow bubbles, hahaha wth.


Hahah, the rest is either prohibited to be published.
Or w/ the pro photographer. Oh wells.

Went home, slept at 1plus.
Woke up today w/ serious eyebags, or was it just eyeliner from ytd.
I figured out it was both.












TODAY.
Met with 50% of class clique.
Hahahah.
Didn't go Escape, went E-hub instead.
Watched The Coffin, my first horror movie in the cinema.
Some parts are scary lah, but not to the extent that i don't wanna sleep on my bed again. Hur.
But i hate bloody scenes!
Camwhored.
Went junk-food shopping at fairprice. Hahahah.
Got kicked out from the arcade by a man who works at the arcade that wears a man bra (with lace!), cause' he has moobs, like WTF. Hahhaahh.

Then went bowling.
Ehhh, seriously i lost all my skills already.
Where's Uncle One?? I need him to bring me to bowl again!
Yeah, that was when i drowned my phone.
My bottle wasn't closed properly, and it soaked the whole shoebag :(

Have to leave the girls earlier, cause' i had to pack my luggage for tmr's flight.
& usually i take one whole night to pack.


Poor phone.

Can't even press the numbers and sms properly.
It goes on & off by itself.

Yeah, on the train was trying to fix my phone.
Shake and shake and take out battery, shake again.
Alamak, after it could work.
I was surfing the net on the train. Hahahah.

While my phone is drying under the fan.
I'm blogging & boasting to my brother i survived through a horror movie.

To start with a happy note,

Met up with Boxes on Saturday.
Bought nail polish from TheFaceshop.
& WM bought a tank and sexy red drumsticks.
Then, wasted my time and money $ at arcade :(
Went to scandalous hideout and camwhored.
Like seriously, a lot lot.
(Note to self: Add in peektures)








Back to Bugis, Box bought BFF necklaces from Diva.
Guess which one's mine??

After that met some dancers, the non-ikeaians (Hahahah) for dinner.
Boasting our sexy pictures.

Then went to Stamford Arts Centre to catch the 02-square performance "Cherish."
Couldn't catch up with the story, but yeah. How the dancers move, expressions, got it.
Took pictures w/ Laoshi.



Chiong-ed home with WM.
Cause' there's family gathering at Granny loves.
Rushed home by 10.

Don't mind the messy hair.
I was practically 99.9% doing modern dance run once i got off the bus.
Yeah, i love my sexy family and my sexy Granny loves.
Ate the sexy birthday cake.
Had a private girls meeting. Muahahah.
5 of us gave Eric a present.
Yeah, was actually Quite dissapointed by his action.
Insincere, all you care is your wife, your mahjong and nothing else??
Can't you just talk to us like we actually exist?
Urgh, forget it.
We talked till girls had to go.
I went up to bathe,
& slept like a Peeeek.

Sunday.
Woke up late. Lax-ed around/.
Granny loves came. Went down w/ her to help her match her sexy clothes for the wedding.
We talked and laughed at some ahkimish fashion taste ( inside joke!)
Wrote excuse letters for dance.
Helped Mom matched her clothes.
Practiced walking on heels.
& i watched The Triplets of Belleville on (whistle-) Okto.
Yeah, it's a french cartoon. & It's really inspiring and touching, must watch!

& Bro is opening the car door tmr!
I love my Brother!
While i'll be in school dancing :(
(P.s It's 10 days to my sexy birthday!)

P3WOIE!)&*JCFMUBWEFNP8)*!^@ODUIAPUNYDCA!
Well, short one before i leave.

My life is not going to end here because you're not here anymore.
I know i'll feel weird and lonely on some days but, i think i can move on.
Days with you was really special, memorable, y'know what i mean.
Cause' you know how i'd like to be pampered.
I am/was blessed to have known someone like you.
I'm sure we'll keep in touch, you know it too.
I'd promised you.
I'll keep it low.
I know.

I think i should just keep it myself.
Moreover, all the memories are with you.
I'm not gonna take it back either.
{:






Cause' if you jump I will jump too
We will fall together
From the building's ledge
Never looking back at what we've done
We'll say it was love
Cause' I would die for you
On Skyway Avenue






To Takeover, The Break's Over

& I will follow you into the dark

I had my injection this morn.
It's kinda aching y'know. At least i wasn't screaming :S
I feel like a hero after braving through the injection. Muahahah.

Oh yeah, i like HSM3.
It's now or never.
Hahahah, okay. You don't know me.

I was supposed to revise Chinese lah, but ya.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANYU.
Many many many many LOVES!

Anyway, i love my girlfriends.
& Yanyu's turning 16 soon, i've to get a present fer her {:

Cheerios.

This is like my 260th post.

& i'm blogging through ma phone, seriously i didn't know my phone could surf the web.
Ok, noob (shows the loser sign to myself) Haha.

I've so many things going on! But i'm feeling contented right now. Although i was really cranky during dance thanks to the weather.
So now i shall just briefly describe what we did.

It was hot and humid.
I think i strained my muscles, can't even split properly :(
We had to travel from the CC to school barefooted under the freaking hot sun and burning my soles just to refill water from the water cooler. It was damn funny la. But i shall not continue.
Continued the routine, had problems with my 8-arm step. Haha, it does not look like octopus lah.
Ooh, then then WM fainted okay! She totally fell flat right in front of me and Shao. I thought my heart wasn't beating anymore la. WM can totally scare the hell out of someone, her eyes alr rolling to the back alr still laughing and crying when she gained her consciousness.
Couldn't do da dance properly after that, cause i kinda haven't recover from that shock. Pheuuu.

Anyways, i'm so going to bring her weekly for exercise. Haha.
I love wenmin box.









[edit]
Whatdephuck do you think it's you? Like hello.
This is for NATHAN, not you.
->
Sometimes i really really like being your unofficial girl :) no emotional baggage :)
You are my bestest bff, ok!

What shall we do then, hmm iceskating?? Bunjeeeee jumping?
Haha. Till then,

I'm happy happy girl in a happy happy world :)
I love Qi Lun!



&&& why is everyone asking me how to deal with blisters. Haha. So hilarious, Bob the blister-builder!

Big Hello,
I just arrived back from hell.
I didn't touch the great electronic invention for days.
So many things i wanted to say, but oh well.

My life is very dramatic.
I think.

I'm sick and tired.
Spent my time doing Chinese & putting weird powder on my ulcers.
And doodling on papers.
Shall post up some of them soon. Hur.
Wow.


Actually, i don't really wanna admit but,
I'm ground-ed lah!
Happy?

OWWW.
I've like got painful ulcers. {pouts}

I'm starting to like Bridge, but it's so illegal!
Cheat(I gamed first today!), Stress, Big2.
I'm surprised HOD didn't catch us, hohohoho.
I would really cry if they dare to touch my prized Bicycle cards :P


Anyway, had dance today.
At least i didn't get another bruise, but my toes had blisters and peeled skin.
That was really gross, oops.
Yeah, then Laoshi was like telling us the criteria for SYF next year. & seriously, i don't think we can make it. But i wanna make my last year in C**** worthwhile, no matter what we better get a gold.
But some juniors are still not taking it seriously. Funfair ahh?
Wellz, had to forsake our chance of performing during CNY. Awww, i badly wanted to touch my fans again/

But it's okay. I just spent another lesson with no praise from Laoshi, but i'll work hard/er.

But,
On the happier note,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM <3
i love you to bits.
Hoped you've enjoyed your dinner and facial skin care pack.
You, birthday girl :)
Ibet you've enjoyed the seafood buffet at TungLok.
(20/10/08)



I've got the Capricorn.
Mr. Nice bought it for me.
Yay, so i shall just go indulge into my love for both of them now.

I think my school really really SUCKSXZXS.
Telling us how bad and lousy we are, like the worst batch ever.
Good points don't highlight, only criticize heavily on bad points.
Is results everything this school cared for?

I think i'm just pms-ing./
Cause a lot lot of things is going on right now.
Which kinda mean, i have alot of biggie problems.
(i'm trying very hard not to use smelly vulgarities, but..)
- ICEDAR & RIDICULOUS juniors.
- SCHOOL
- B-BASTARD
- SUBJECTS
- NEXT YEAR
- TUITION
- HEART MUSCLE CELLS.
K, nevermind. I was uttering rubbish.

Yeah, continuing sending us for inspiration talks and more secrets to success.

I really can't seem to concentrate on anything right now.
Not Chinese, nor Maths.

Take me with you then, maybe i'll be happier there :}

& WHAT THE MOTHERFLOWER IS WRONG WITH YOU?!?!?

OMG! I saw Cedarians holding Jay's rubik's cube! Oh my oh my. I'm heartbroken!
CW: It's ok CHE, someday, someday.


(edit)
FTHAT WAS DAMN
UNICE OF YOU,
CIT WAS DAMN
KHURTFUL,
UTHANKS A LOT.

Have fun guessing.

I'm living my life like a loser now.
& It's really hard to be low profile OK.
But trying, trying. (Yes Mom. Yes to whoever to wanted me to keep myself low profile)
Be humble humble. Humble Bee (: HAHHAHA.

I don't want to touch books anymore.
I don't really care if i'm not as good as you in everything.
I think somehow, God will make everyone equal.
I will win the first place, somehow on something.
I'll try.

I'm really getting very tired.
Seriously, i have a very weak heart (emotionally)
So, just go, leave quietly.

I'm home for awhile before i leave on the jetplane.
Hahhah, kidding :)

Open House was quite.... lets just say, wierd.
& empty.
The crowd was so much lesser than last year, probably cause' of the move.
Oh wtv, i lost interest in my favourite 'cher now.
Hmph.
But i thought i was mean, Sherms told me to turn to my left, then i turned to face (fill in the blanks) right into the face, & i said "Oh". Then (fill in the blanks) was surprised and "oh" back.
Wah, damn embarrassing lah. Feels like i've no respect for (fill in the blanks) leh.
PEEKTURES WILL BE UP NEXT TYME.
Anyway, Dancer's performance was not bad luh.
Sort of improvement, although i felt like i was fooling around, with my pants slipping off.
Other than YY, yeah. I'm kinda feeling bad cause' of her.
duii bu qii nehxzxz :}


& then, we ate Ajisen.
& i bought gummies,
& we sat at the childrens' corner to do my chinese.
& was pretending to sleep on the train, cause' of the bengs lah :S


Oh yeah, Loungefly wallets are freaking cool.
It totally has my favourite shades of colours!

But i think i've got too much wallets & pouches alr.
Hahahah.

Good News, i don't need to wear specs.
Heeee (:
Thanks Babes for all the concern for my irresistable (fill in the blanks, whatever you call it)
Jimmy, Joe, Bob?? (:

Dance Dance Dance.
Run Jump Fall
I've got muscle aches all over.

& i've discovered some incorrigible truth about someone :{
So, *****, stop calling others bitch for no good reason.
I seriously don't care if you'd scored better than me.
and, don't fucking shoot yr mouth at people when you don't know what is happening.
Urgh.

Ohhh, & since i'm missing tuition this week, HW's complain bout' me leaving her alone.
Hahahh, sillybandung.

K, gtg.
I've better things to do righto!

I just realised sth.
I don't like to add people on friendster.
Hahahah.
I find this amusing.

NOT HAPPY.
Oh My Hilly Billy Chilli.
I think i'm getting a serious case of depression.
So much for studying LAH.

I really don't know what is in store for my future.
I'm not academically inclined, neither do i excel in dance (to further pursue it as a career)
I just can't do anything properly.
Like a freaking bag of blubber.

I blabber when i'm not feeling happy. So yeah :S
Blabber blubber. Haha.

Then there is so many things going on right now.
This Saturday's Cedar Open House, & i haven't match my clothes yet.
Sunday will have extra tuition,
Lunch at Damamia's w/ clique not decided.
I don't know what to get for Mommy on her bday.
I need to get a new dress.
Need to choreograph dance for iCedar.
Nathan is leaving in less than a month & i don't know what i'm not treasuring the time left.
Bro doesn't wanna buy Capricorn. Cause' he busted his $$ on garrlfren.
There's dance every week during hols.
Which happens to fall on the day before Chinese Os, on Promotion day, Deepavali, Eric's wedding and the day of my flight.

I think my backbone injury is back.
Overstretched today. Owww.
W/ 2 blisters on my feet.
So, don't expect me to see me walking properly.

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The A-list

I'm so going to buy these :}


Phone Charm which has an "A" instead of that.

Pink, ribbon edition!


Goddamn, PINK Bicycle cards!

Jay Chou " Capricorn " album.
& that Rubik's cube. Hur.
Although i can't solve those.



Ipanema Flip Flops (:

Everyone's having a big revamp.
Well, i shall be the lazy one
:}

Bro, seriously.
It's taking a toll on me too.
Don't you feel guilty, at all?

What is the last thing you'll do before you go?
Find you, tell you how much i treasure you, hug you, kiss you.

:}
Well, then leave behind your goddamn Polaroid camera!

Wait.
>>>
What is the most stupid question that you've ever asked?
Ehh, When you cut a hex(#) on your hand, will the middle square come out?
/

Bro, this is for ya.
I really miss the old you.




This mv's nice.
"我只想要知道输的感觉"
This is '03 album.






Oh yeah, Jay's newest album will be out soon 《魔杰座》
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbHFFpVfKgM
It's called 稻香.

不要哭讓螢火蟲帶著你逃跑 鄉間的歌謠永遠的依靠
:}

That's why my chinese standard is still there (:

When was the last time someone screamed at you?
Mrs Jai. For changing in front of her.
She always does that.
/

I mugged for 3 hours in a row.
Good girl.

Budden, something made me unhappy.
Nugget is migrating.
Clap clap clap.
{pouts}

I must be crazy,
but, he is cute :}

I feel tired.
& hopeless.

After all the lies i fabricated so easily.
White lies i told just to pass my composition.
Oh god
:}

Meet my new virtual friends:
He is Simon.
She's Cheri the un-cheerleader.
& this is the blah dog.

:}

Ilikedavid&goliath.

i feel so betrayed by you.
All thanks to you, you make me feel like an idiot.
You try all sorts of way to make me look like a fool.
To be able to understand you is a major obstacle.
MATHS.

Muahahah.
Studying at Click it. right now.
With N nagging at my Chemistry.
Thanks uh {:
At least i managed to get us a private room, ok.

Nothing gets into my chicken brain.
& 2 mor hours of studying.
Before Nat sends me home.
Oh golly.
i want to sleep.
Z Z Z Z Z z z .

<3

How do you feel about your hair today?
Hmm, Embarrassing.
/

Got tired of blogging.
Till' October the second.
But one mor thing,
Please don't stare and watch my every movement as if i'm a criminal.
If you think i couldn't be trusted.
What for tell me in the first place?
It's not something that i wanna know.

Oh yeah, never ever have a date with the opposite sex when you are running high on emotions.
:}

Name one thing that you really wanna do, and you will do?
Learn Hainanese and converse in it.
Serious, i like that culture.
/

Name one craziest thing that you really wanna do, and you will do?
Stand in the middle of the road and pose for a peekture.
Trust me, seriously i really want to try.
I'll feel like a hero (:
/

Ohhh, and i realised i really binge a lot lot
I can eat at least 5 meals a day.
& my homemade cream of mushroom and onions is damn shiok (:
The best slurp for rainy weather.
Obviously this isn't my superb tasting soup.
But it looks just as nice (:

I miss my eye candy♥ already.
I still like him.
He's good looking.
Ok, wtv.


Oh, & my table is like a rubbish dump.
It is very very very messy.
It's so horrendous i don't even want to walk into my room.
Notes and textbooks everywhere.
Bad bad.


& Natalie,
Be strong,
God bless yr family.

one mor thing,

& So it was.
My best shoots of the day.
Strictly filtered already/:
Till the polka dots.